I'm new so here goes my intro... I'm Ashley. I'm 17. Life is too confusing for me, and I've fucked up wayy too many things in my life...and I'm trying to concentrate on NOT fucking up now...it's hard. I'm sort of in love...and thats nice...
Hmmm...so rant huh? Well...there's plenty to bitch about where I'm from...
Let's see...first you have the lil whores around here...the homewreckers. You know which ones I'm speaking of, right? They're the ones who can't seem to find their own men, yet they're constantly fuckin' everyone else's! I can't stand those lil trifling bitches!
Then you have the theifs...the ones who break into ur house cuz they're too fucking lazy to go out and get a fuckin' job!
Then you have the idiots who talk shit all the time but never really say anything!
There are plenty of fucked up people in this world...way too many to be honest!
So I am in a serious relationship, engaged... and he wants an open fucking relationship???
He is on all kinds of frikkin' dating sites and keeps them current. Why the hell does he need them? He swears that I'm all he needs. But ladies, who hasn't heard that one before, right? It pissed me off royally when he asks me one night if I would be upset if he went on a date or two with some girl(s) just to make sure he doesn't lose his youth... All I could come up with were angry, bitchy words. So I just told him that I had been stabbed in the back and that he should go and leave me alone.
I know this isn't a true rant, but I mean, it qualifies in my book.
I told him that one of my deepest fears is dying alone, and the way he made me feel was just that, a lonely death.
There's one thing I hate. And that's old frickin' ladies who're sure you use drugs. No one under the age of 46 can be clean or smart because the young are so corrupted by frickin' movies, music and lack of discipline. Every single thing we do a little differently than normally, e.g. leave the bathroom door open it's set. We're drug users or dealers.
Same goes with frickin' smoking. No one does anything if they see someone underage smoking, but no way can they buy their cigarettes. Once a police car passed me when I was smoking and they did nothing although I'm a big ugly babyface. I look like I'm fifteen or fourteen. If they're not going to stop our smoking with fees and stuff, why deny selling cigarettes to us? We can always ask someone older than us get us some, right?
I... just want to... smoke. For God's sake. They're my lungs. My cancer. My death.
You know what fucking pisses me off? People who can't take a goddamn joke...for christ sake lighten the fuck up. Oooooohhh lord I told a Jew joke now Im going to hell after getting a ten minute long lecture about the holocaust! Oooooohhhh...lord I cracked a black joke now Im a filthy racist pig! Oooohhh...a dead baby joke? Now im just...SICK! Shut the fuck up and take a joke, don't take it to heart and don't think Im doing shit just to piss you off...LIGHTEN UP. Oh thats right, I forgot most people are too fucking mature to take a joke and have to seem like a high and mighty deity by lecturing you about the fundamentals of world war 2 and how terrible slavery was for the black people...well, dingbats, I DON'T CARE BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW THAT BECAUSE I'M NOT A STUPID PIECE OF GARBAGE AND I DO INDEED HAVE A BRAIN. CHRIST!
...by the way, "What do you call a shed full of dead black people? Antique Farm Equipment!"
I just wanted to begin this by telling you guys that this is an awesome idea for a community, and I may need to use it frequently. I actually JUST started a journal.. (a written one) that I just write rants in, but this is cool cause someone can read it and maybe relate and feel the same way.. but here, off to my fucking rant..
I'm so sick and tired of people complaining about their mother fucking parents. I'm sick and tired of kids saying their parents dont love them. I have a friend who was bitching about how her mother doesn't love her.. because she didnt take her to the mall. COME ON! Like, your mother fucking loves you.. she doesn't have to take you everywhere you want to go just so you know that she loves you. I hate spoiled little bitches. It just got me so aggrivated, because shes always complaining about how much her mother doesnt love her, and then she complains how her mom wants to be a part of her life but she wont let her in because she doesnt want to talk to her, i mean what a big contradiction right there. You know? I just think people need to wake up and smell the mother fucking pillow. (haha) because they need to realize that they dont get everything they want..
im the typical "keep what u really feel inside"... WELL FUCK THAT. soo much shit where do i start? ill start with the most important one. HER. She walks into my life and i think shes all great and nice and cool.. then she fucking stabs me in the back a thousand times and fucks me over completely.. whats that all about?! did you enjoy comforting me when i was crying over HIM. when all the time YOU were waiting for that day for months.. MONTHS. the whole world doesnt revolve around u. SERIOUSLY. there are other people with worse problems so open ure fucking eyes and get over yourself. AH. wow.. that feels so much better. NEXT UP! THAT thing.. i was there for that thing 24 hours a day seven days a week. i rang IT when it needed help, i would drop everything if IT asked. without hesitation. what do i get in return?..... nothing. where were u when i needed help? when i tried to tell u what was making me so depressed? when u went thru ure first heart break i was round ure house within five minutes with chocolate tissues and movies... where were u when i had my fist heart break? out clubbing. thats right. u found out AND THEN told me u were going out... well thanks for that. its nice to know im appreciated. Last but not least... HIM. i cant explain how much i feel for you. i never stopped loving you. did u really think i could?.. and how long did it take u to stop loving me... three days.. three days before u jumped into bed with her. u fucking arsehole. u know what the stupid thing is? i thought it was the real deal with you. i really thought that u loved me. but i was just another black mark in ure book wasnt i? let sbe honest here. u could never love anyone. i hear what u say to her... and each word is like a stab in the heart. well guess what?! two can play that game. phew. its true.. it is good to talk! so yeah hi..im new here.. many more like that to come! look forward to reading ure rants! xxxxxx
so hes leaving me in about a week ( BTW,with no new roommate lined up). why fucking bother with the attempts at affection??? what difference does it make at this point? as far as im concerned, youre already gone. oh, wait i get it... you still want the benefits of having a bootylicious gf up until the moment you leave. fuck that. make up your mind and stick with it. try acting your age and accept the consequences of your flighty actions. this waiting for that day to arrive is exhausting me, so leave.
do you guys know where im coming from??? why do they think they can have it all then leave it when its most convenient for them??
fuck relationships. im done.
my fist.and the sound it makes when it hits your face